The last few days have been so amazing. Spending time with my best friends and the girl I wish I could spend the rest of my life with is bliss. Sucks that she isnt mine but one day, I hope to change that.
I annoyed her last night. Told her how I felt and how it was annoying that she never showed any affection towards me in public. Then, she messaged me saying she loves me. My heart stood still. It gave me hope that one day I may be able to have her. She is meant to be moving away but I swear I wont let it be without me. I love her. It’s that simple

Casually dying right now. Want my girl in my arms all day. Regret having sex now, can sense ima miss it more now if I dont have it.